What I was most interested in (mystery & wonder) when I was in junior high school, were invisible things, electricity, radio waves, and magnets. The universe, matter, and human beings are composed of atoms, and there are many spaces between atoms, so there is no reality. What uses these atoms to shape and control this world? What is a human? What controls humans?
What is self (consciousness)? What is the inner man?
Is there a limit to the universe, what is happening outside the universe, and is there another universe?
This made me emotionally unstable. There cannot be anything in front of you where there is nothing.
Outside where you are now, is not there anything?
Perhaps this universe is part of any material, and we are like its atoms.
I was thinking about that, and I felt like I was talking about something stupid without listening to anyone. The only one who was a priest of a temple called Meigetsu-in, a distant relative, who was a science teacher (forgot his name) listened to me, so I often visited the temple to talk about space, human-being, etc.
When I heard about the Big Bang at school, I immediately felt weird. It was a space that exploded and expanded into the universe. It’s a lie, an explosion can’t happen in the absence of anything. I do not think anyone thinks it’s strange. I didn’t believe it and still don’t believe it even now.
I thought more scared about the reality of myself where I am in a world of nothing.
Now I am feeling the same and try not to think about it. When thinking further, I try to have the concept of God (the God of Creation) in my mind
One day, when I found a space book in the library and read it, the theory that the universe was formed by exploding of the fluctuation of atoms, so what is the fluctuation, where is it, and why is it?
There is something (fluctuation) where there is nothing. Mysterious and scary. It is a logical failure.
However, he concluded that the universe is nothing and that the author would have to think about the existence of God.
Today, many scientists advocate that the universe was born by the Big Bang 13.8 billion years ago. (The big bang theory)
It is an estimate of the result of the observation of the universe, but it cannot be seen further that an initial period.
But several scientists are starting to say it’s weird and theoretically should not happen.
They say nothing comes from nothing. I began to think that it was created by the God.
Now, science has entered the realm of quantum mechanics, and research has materialized. We are approaching the realm of God.
Then how do we imagine the God?
Since it is impossible to think of the Creator, it seems that the only way to think about it is to trace from this universe and us human beings who were created. Can we get there by examining ourselves, or is it in us and integrated?
What was the god’s purpose of creating this universe?
It also depicts in the Old Testament Genesis (Day 1-7).
Genesis 1
Day 1. In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth.
Day2. Now the earth was formless and empty. Darkness was on the surface of the deep.
God’s Spirit was hovering over the surface of the waters.
What was there before day 1?
I don’t think human’s science can find the truth of the universe forever.
How does an extraterrestrial, more evolving inhabitant understand this universe?
If I meet one by some chance, I hope to learn from the one the truth of the universe.
To be continued..